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Harry-san is gone .. ...I want to go home...or company...I'm so terribly lonely.
((ooc: O_O Oh shi- Im gone for not long and BAM..dramus. Well anywho strikes=erased)) .. |
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Day 59 Your Name: Tohru Honda Suicidal Ideation: 0 Homicidal Ideation: 0 Amount of Sleep Last Night: um..not much.. Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: I..dont want to sa-say.. Moods Experienced Today: relief.. Mood Triggers: Significant Thoughts of the Day: um..Im not sure Favorite Time of Day and Why: day Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: ..uhm.. How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: He's very kind... Noticeable Improvements: Um...Demyx-san..do you want to come to the art- room with me..? |
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**sounds of thrashing and screaming**
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Ano..D-demyx-san..do-do you want to come with me to visit L-Lavi..? Ah..um..I've seen you two t-talk before and Im sure he'll like y-you coming as well.. |
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oh..I..forgot to put up my sheet. As much as I don't like it. Day57 Day58 Where is he?! P-Plea..Please tell me where he is? Whats wrong with Lav-Lavi?..I..I know he was sick.. |
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Day56 Your Name:Tohru Suicidal Ideation: Homicidal Ideation: Amount of Sleep Last Night: Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: them again...dreams keep getting more vivid. Moods Experienced Today:lonely..mom.. Mood Triggers:who... Significant Thoughts of the Day: Favorite Time of Day and Why: Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: Noticable Improvements: Im so lonely...where is someone? I really want someone now..I just want to be wanted again. M-Maybe I should have gone swimming....but-... ((ooc: someone skipped their meds today~)) |
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Day55 Your Name:Tohru Honda Suicidal Ideation: um..skip.. Homicidal Ideation: 0..? Amount of Sleep Last Night:I..I slept little again.. Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: I kept dreaming about that boy again..he had very pretty red hair..or was is orange? Im not sure but-..I want to help him..cause he looks so sad. Moods Experienced Today:shy;nervous Mood Triggers:um..that boy from my dreams.. Significant Thoughts of the Day:I like staying in the library.. Favorite Time of Day and Why:day time or spending time in the NightRoom.. Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: um..um...I.dont know. How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy:Ah y-yes? maybe..Im not sure since I think he hates me.. Noticable Improvements: I've been getting little sleep again, but I dont like dreaming of those people..they are always so sad and asking me to remember or- to help.. Or...or..sometimes I dream of mom-mmmmmm....dy-dying.......but..I know shes still here cause I can hear her. |
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Um...so-sorry for the.akward mood earlier..My medication got mixed up but thankfully the effects have worn off.. A--...I feel terrible since I think I snapped moods on some people. |
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*Insane giggling* |
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I wish I heard that pretty music again..um..Ave Maria I think it was..I felt relaxed.. I really dont want to write any more Therapy Sheets..I dont feel any better. |
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I heard something very pretty this evening when I was coming back from the library.Maybe it was being played on the piano...Im not sure.. But I know I have heard the song before when I was little cause Mom liked it..Mom said its called Ave Maria. Hmm mom sure knows music well.. Still, it really helped me relax though..I felt a whole lot better and my head didnt hurt..Like- everything felt normal again............. I hope I hear more pretty music like that to whoever was playing it. I was too shy to go see.. |
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Day54 Your Name: Tohru Honda Suicidal Ideation: 5/10 Homicidal Ideation: 1/10 Amount of Sleep Last Night: I kept waking up every hour..Im not sure.. Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: I keep having these dreams about this group of people..and each time I saw them..I saw an animal next to them..I want to save them..they all look so sad. Moods Experienced Today: depressed;tired Mood Triggers: dreams Significant Thoughts of the Day: I want to go home. Favorite Time of Day and Why: I really get tired of answering this question over and over... Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: same as above re-really..but..when Im alone. How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: I..I guess its ok. He seems sorta nice but I dont thin-think he likes me much. Noticable Improvements: How should I know? I'm very tired of these dreams..the poor cat or..boy-? Everyone seemed to shun him and he was so alone. It hurts my head alot when I think about it..so maybe I shouldnt think about it anymore though Mom keeps telling me I need to remember. Did I forget something? ..I forgot shes dead. But I think she's still alive in my head, I hear her! Honestly I do! Maybe I should find some sort of outlet..but I dont know really, I'm much too shy. |
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How scary that people are becoming hurt... I might stay in the art room or the day room alot more now..maybe the night room so I wont have to sleep as much.
((ooc: strikes=scratched out but still readable)) |
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Its May 1st already?..How time really flies.. I should go take my medicine soon...I rather not scare anyone ehe hehehe.. |
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Day53 Your Name:Tohru Honda Suicidal Ideation: 0 Homicidal Ideation: 0 Amount of Sleep Last Night: 5 hours I think.. Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: I keep dreaming about the chinese zodiac...and this one boy.. Moods Experienced Today: relaxed Mood Triggers:none Significant Thoughts of the Day: I feel like taking a bath Favorite Time of Day and Why: Night time..um..well..cause its quite nice Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: morning..ano Uh..I..I guess cause of nurses.. How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: it..its ok... Noticable Improvements: I dont feel different. Nicolas-kun lets do something together? Please? I very happy around you.. Birdman thank you for your company the other night, I had fun. Oh maybe we should have a boardgame night? It could be alot of fun meeting everyone! |
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Da02 Your Name:Tohru Honda Suicidal Ideation: 5/10 Homicidal Ideation: Amount of Sleep Last Night: I dont remember.. Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: I dont know.. Moods Experienced Today: depressed; confused..a-angry. Mood Triggers: a girl..mom.. Significant Thoughts of the Day: Mom is here..mom is alive... Favorite Time of Day and Why: ni..night time... Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: I..Im not sure.. How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: ... Noticable Improvements: ... They made me fill it out after this mornings incident...Im sorry to everyone that I caused trouble for..I made alot of noise and was very-..m-mean.. I didnt mean to wake up my roomates.. Mom's been quiet now..I..wonder what I've done wrong..I dont know why that girl was mad at me but she is..Im such a bad person..Mom...is it my fault..is it all my fault.?
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((ooc:..:3 I take your challenge Akito-mun!)) S-Someone..do-doesnt li-like me...th-..they did something to mo-... *quiet for a few moments* * starts screaming and the sounds of banging on her door room* |
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Day 01 Your Name: Tohru Honda Suicidal Ideation: 0/10 Homicidal Ideation: e-eh?? 0/10 Amount of Sleep Last Night: I..I think about 7 hours.. Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: Mom and I talked again. We were having tea and it was quite nice. Moods Experienced Today: nervous; excited Mood Triggers: arrival Significant Thoughts of the Day: Its quite..big here.. Favorite Time of Day and Why: Oh but all times of the day seem fine! But maybe night time..since its the end of the day and soon beginning of a new one. Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: The morning..ano..I have to wake up early.. How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: I-I just arrived...Im not sure.. Noticable Improvements: ara...I dont know.. This is so very interesting! My Doctor before never did this but thats ok! Mom told me stories on the way up here in the car! She told me alot about my favorite story, The Chinese Zodiac. Uwahh..Its so very big in this place and Im kinda nervous since all these people kept staring at mom and I when we walked in... Oh Im also assigned a room! I-Im kinda shy to speak to them..Mom says hello as well.
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